coz its harder to change yourself?
Why sometimes we feel compelled to put forward our view about other people?
maybe about weaknesses that needs some fixing or some inappropriate actions that needs to be discouraged.
Is this is in our nature? or its just some shield we try to cast to hide some ugly truth about our little souls.
I find myself reflecting about this alot lately.With abbundance times, free from catching up with coursework deadlines or readings that need to be done or some russian communist that needs to be defeated in war(im talking about games here),i explore my obsesive compulsive needs to give everyone my piece of mind on every matter that i fell like it.
At first i look at myself and i smiled.What a noble path i chose here.Trying to make this world a better place,full with people who know the art of being nice or people who has confidence and a big heart,people who loyal to their friends and loved ones,people who did not run from problems and help people in needs,people who did not afraid of being honest and tell others what they really feel AND ALL THOSE THINGS THAT I HAVE SAID/WRITES TO OTHER PEOPLE pointing them,motivating them,helping them to be a better person.
Now,i look deeper into myself.A voice whispered in the distant Is this really true,Marlina?is this really what you have been trying to do? it becomes stronger
and finally it burst out shouting.
IS THIS REALLY IT? ARE YOU THAT NOBLE? YOU MUST BE KIDDING ME!
TAKE A LONG LOOK AT YOURSELF? NOW!
and i look. i look hard this time.
p/s: to hendra.im sorry